DEALING WITH PAIN AND INSECURITIES
Lately its been a lot of work getting myself together to do any major task and its because I’m dealing with a lot of stress and pain and its never too long before I get into that dark depressive phase that highlights my insecurities.
I feel like I always push myself to doing the most, when it comes to life decisions. To be honest I’ve never really viewed myself in the positive light people do on a daily, Its really hard and whenever I do not succeed at a task or project I set before me its difficult dealing with it. I don’t know how to deal with failure, and that point I begin to judge myself and see myself in a really terrible light.
People around me can sense that something is going on but my cheerful nature makes it really difficult for them to point out what is really wrong with me.
It’s a lot when you also don’t believe in your capabilities and in a constant state of mind that the next person is better than you or sees you less.
Everyday I’m learning new means to deal with this pain and insecurities. For pain that is gotten from failure, I try to push myself to winning at that same task again and in relationship I let them go. I’m yet to get to the point where I can overcome my insecurities and one of the major ones has to be loving myself so giving advise on how to overcome that will be me telling you what I’m not doing.
I’ll say on days when you’re the happiest pen down how you feel in that moment to remind yourself of who you are when you’re in a tough place.
I’ll say on days when you’re the happiest pen down how you feel in that moment to remind yourself of who you are when you’re in a tough place. I really do think I’m overtly emotional but you see my blog is an open diary birthed from pain and on days like this one I can’t shy away from writing down how I feel
I’ve been on a denim spree the past few months, from skirts to shorts to pants, to shirts you name it, tis had such an old school feel and I decided to give it a modern twist